HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MY LOVE!!!!!

It has now officially been 3 years since we've been together. Safe to say that it has been the best 3 years of my life. I am so blessed to have someone like you in my life, someone that I can tell everything to, someone that will always be there for me and most importantly someone that loves me for me. It takes some a lifetime to find what we have baby. & look at us!! Words can not express how much I wish we were spending this day together and how much I just want to kiss you & celebrate us, but we will as soon as I come back. So here is about 100 posts about me, you, us... I hope it shows you at least a fraction of how much I love you.  You are my world, baby!

Happy 3 years!!!!! Time flies when you are having fun!

so big!!<3

Let’s slow dance and be the couple everyone wishes they could be; let’s look at the stars and kiss all night long; let’s take stupid pictures and laugh until we can’t breathe. Let’s be forever, you and me.

"When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers, remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours forever." 

I am so sorry that I have been slacking in the past couple days. So much has happened and I feel like I should have vented to you on here so that you know exactly how I feel about this whole thing. Well, here goes nothing. I know that you are somewhat worried and that you hate that this is happening, I know that & I am so sorry. I feel like I have been saying that a lot lately and not just to you. You don't understand just how bad I feel about this whole thing, both for you and him. You, because you are so far away and there is nothing you can do about it, and you know that it is happening. But just give me time baby and trust me to do the right thing. & I will, I promise. And then there is him. I feel soooooo unbelievably bad that I did not notice this sooner and I was not able to stop it, but then again, if I did would that really sound like me? I have apologized for this whole situation and right now I am just letting time do its thing. All I know is, I am taking this as a test of my feelings for you, and as of right now, I am kicking its ass b/c there is nothing that makes me believe that I will not come back to you! I know it sucks hearing about what is going on, I just want to keep you informed so that you don't have to guess and make false assumptions that will get you even more worried. If at any point you feel unconfortable with anything please please please let me know. The last thing I would want to do is to make you feel uncomfortable and worried.

Anyway, on a positive note, last night before I went to bed I looked back on our old pictures. Well I looked at all of them, starting from the oldest. We were such babies when we started dating, especially you. Omg, you have changed so much, but in a good way ;) I am so lucky to have spent the last three years with you baby!

I love you so much & OUR ANNIVERSARY IS TOMORROW!!!!

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Remember that one time we were on Pinterest, and we could not agree on a bathroom? Well, how do you feel about this one? :)

HI HANDSOME :)

So I miss going to your games. As, I told you I went to super-fan for our CIMBA boys today & man do I wish you were out there. I can't get over how quickly relationships are failing here. It is all so bizarre to me. How can you say you really care about someone if the first real obstacle you encounter you are willing to throw your relationship away? How do you go from one day saying that this person is the love of your life to being single, and letting them go, just like that? How do you do that?

I have tried to hard to understand where they are coming from and see that perspective but I just can't. If anything this whole experience has made me realize just how in love with you I really am. It's true. I realized how much we take simple things for granted. Like, I would KILL for an episode of Castle with you. Just one episode. Crazy isn't it? That at the time it seemed like nothing and now it would mean so much. I am really having a hard time understanding any of it, but in reality I don't need to understand. I don't need anyone else to tell me that it is not going to work, or that this is to hard. I have you, and that is all that matters. & yes, I am willing to spend as much time apart as necessary if I know for a fact that you and I will eventually be together forever. Unlike others here, I can call you my soul-mate, my best friend and the love of my life because you are all of those things. I can say with faith and confidence that you will be waiting for me when I get back & that you and I will show the world just what it is like to be a strong couple. Maybe not even that, we will just show the world what real love is like. I know I'm rambling but I am just trying to write down what is going through my head right now. All it comes down to is us. Me and you. & when you really consider it, nothing else matters. So please please please don't worry about a thing babe, if this blog doesn't show you at least a little bit of how much I love you, I will consider it as a fail. So like I have said a million times already, although I am having a WONDERFUL time here, I can't wait to be in your arms again, and kiss you sooo big! I love you so much!

SO BIG<3

  

Doing a personal assesment for one of the leadership seminars that I'm involved in & I just thought you might like to know

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